This letter is for every man I ever had sex with.

I want to write this letter to make my amends to you. I have used you, either once or regularly, to fill an emptiness inside me that was impossible to fill with human “power.” I was so lost, lonely and empty inside, that I really thought that chasing after you, getting you in my bed and then smothering you with my attention and (online) presence, would make me whole.

I used you as an object, as a tool. I never saw you for who you really were, the human being underneath. For that I am truly and genuinely sorry. I was selfish and self-centered, only focusing on what I could get out of it. For that, I was wrong.

I truly hope you can forgive me for what I did.

May God bless you and keep you.