In my addiction, I isolated. No real friends. No real connections.

Today must be different. Today, I will commit to my program. I will register and attend a marathon or a conference. At the event, I will connect with others who have had absolute miracles occur in their lives. I will come to believe that there is a Power greater than them. That same Power is available to me and wants to save me from my sexaholic obsessions and delusional thinking. God saves us all. The Twelve-Step programs are God-given. God does not want me to suffer further. I will go towards the light.

Today, I will fill out a registration and mail it in for an upcoming SA event. I will get real friends from local meetings to carpool with me. I will announce at my local meetings that I am going, and looking to carpool to help others and to further cement my commitment. I will make extra registration forms for my local meetings. I will receive by giving to others.

God, thank you for showing me others who have succeeded. Please bless them with continual sobriety. Please help me be a part of—not apart from. God, thank you for giving me hope and a plan.