Why am I here?

Dear God, help me find these twelve rewards:

1. God, show me hope instead of desperation.
2. God, give me faith instead of despair.
3. God, grant me courage instead of fear.
4. God, bless me with peace of mind instead of sexaholic confusion and delusion.
5. God, let me earn self-respect instead of self-contempt.
6. God, build my self-confidence, eliminating my helplessness.
7. God, let me win the respect of others instead of their pity and contempt.
8. God, thank You for a clear conscience instead of a sense of guilt.
9. God, direct me to real friendships in SA instead of isolation and loneliness in my disease.
10. God, thank You for directing me to a clean pattern of life instead of a purposeless existence.
11. God, bless me with the love and understanding of my family instead of their doubts and fears.
12. God, thank You for SA and the opportunity of a happy life instead of the bondage of a sexaholic obsession.

God, thank You for these blessings and for real friends, as I trudge the Road of Happy Destiny.