SA Works If You Work It

For several years I was aware I had a sex problem and yet I was not willing to seek help. I would go on alcohol and sex binges, rotating between the two, trying to find happiness and peace. I started 25 years ago looking at pictures and fantasizing things that somehow I assumed to be normal. I began acting out some of my fantasies and that’s when everything started to go downhill. Each time I acted out a fantasy I had to try another and between times I would get drunk to try to control the guilt feelings. Not only was I a sexaholic but also an alcoholic. Between the two I have been in three marriages, destroyed I don’t know how many lives and relationships, and lost my family, except for a mother who still cares about me. I am incarcerated in the department of corrections until the year 2003 for sex offenses, and it is here I realized I needed help. I learned of SA here in prison, and I am presently working the 12 Steps. The message I want to get to you is that “you do not have to come inside prison to get out of your problem.” SA works if you work it!