How lust has affected my life! I seem to have been in a lust trance most of my life. I was never aware of what was wrong and it kept me isolated from having a normal life and relationships.

It was behind my thirty or so trips to mental institutions, psychiatric wards, and jails. I have been mesmerized by lust all my life.

A fellow from AA told me that pornography was addictive just like alcohol. I ignored it. I started the lust addiction recovery process some fifteen years ago.

At the SA meeting today I realized that I am just a baby in the SA recovery process. It is scary to me. A little boy who is afraid he is going to make a mess has been running my life for 55 years.